How exactly is this my life.
Rant.
SOMETIMES I just fucken hate people. like a lot actually. shitthead L has friends on a team and everyone always likes her. I have no clue why. she has the fucking social intelligence of a two year old. “pwease” stopped being cute in the first grade. EVERYONE has a fucking date to prom except me. I want to go with M, and his girlfriend dumped him a week ago. I have no idea why, hes perfect, but after 3 years its fucking over. I had a chance, and on facebook today is a picture of him asking another girl. fuuuck Im going alone to prom, again: ALONE to PROM I feel SO fucking EMBARASSEDD when people are like ” OH! who are you going with!?” all fucking excited and Im like “nobody…” they go …thefuck you can do that? AAAALLLLOOONNNEEE. Im so alone. forever alone. I am that meme. and I dont get it. Im fucking hot and have a great personality[despite what you may get from this rant] and Im SiInGlEe. siiiinnnggllleeee. as in no one has any interest in me of the opposite sex whatsoever. I have a gorgeous dress and guess who gets to be alone in pictures. do you know how humiliating that is? like I used to make fun of the girls who were alone in pictures. now it’s me. I guess that is a shit load of karma for ya. ugh I am so embarassed I want to cry. like whut. everyone else who has dates will be sticking to them the entire night and Ill be like lol no, Ill just sit in this fucking corner…by myself. while you guys makeout lol no its cool. really. I like being reminded how great it would be if I had someone. And yeah Ill have my parents buy me a fucking flower wrist thing I dont know how to spell corsage or whatever, Im such a loser. people are going to laugh at me so hard. always when Im asked about my one and only prom Ill have to say no, I was alone. reeally. no date. yeah I spent a shit load of cash to do a couple’s thing. fuck. and my dress came today. Its fucking gorgeous. to bad nobody cares.
